El Camino del Amor: Embracing My Spiritual Calling

Photo by Sandy Centeno taken in Mexico. Three fisherman early in the morning.

 Jesus said, “Come, follow me, and I will make you fishers of people. And a quote from Ralph Waldo that says, “The creation of a thousand forests is in one acorn.” ( verse comes from meditation 🧘🏽‍♀️on Hallow app and Ralph Waldo Emerson quote from a tag on my teabag)

As I embark on my spiritual leadership and learner internship, I find myself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions—excitement, nervousness, and uncertainty. This new chapter feels both daunting and exhilarating. Yet, in the midst of these feelings, I hold onto the profound words of Jesus: “Come, follow me, and I will make you fishers of people.” This invitation reassures me that I am stepping into a purpose that is greater than myself.

I reflect on what it means to be a “fisher of people.” It’s not just about guiding others; it’s about creating connections and nurturing relationships grounded in love and understanding. I trust that I have been equipped with the essential tools for this journey: gentleness, kindness, and compassion. These qualities are not just attributes; they are gifts that I can share, infused with the power of the Holy Spirit.

I realize that with each interaction, I have the opportunity to bring comfort and hope to those I encounter.

In this moment of vulnerability, I acknowledge that it’s natural to feel anxious. It reflects my commitment and desire to make a positive impact. I remind myself that it is through this uncertainty that growth occurs. I don’t need to have all the answers or be perfect; I simply need to be open and willing to learn. Each challenge is a chance to deepen my understanding and strengthen my spirit.

Just as Ralph Waldo Emerson wisely said, “The creation of 1000 forests is in one acorn.” This quote resonates deeply, reminding me that even the smallest efforts can lead to profound transformations. I may feel like a single acorn now; however, within me lies the potential to grow into something extraordinary, capable of nurturing a forest of love, hope, and change.

As I step into this role, I embrace the idea that I am both a teacher and a student. I am here to share my heart and my insights, but I am also here to listen and learn from others. Every person I meet has a unique story, and I am eager to hear those stories and offer support. I trust that I will find guidance along the way as I lean into my purpose.

I take a moment to breathe deeply and center myself in this truth: love is the greatest force I can offer. Whether through a kind word, a listening ear, or a gentle gesture, I can spread compassion in ways that resonate deeply with others. I am committed to being a vessel for this love, allowing it to flow through me as I navigate this journey.

With each day of this internship, I strive to embody the spirit of love and grace that Jesus exemplified. I am ready to embrace this opportunity, knowing that I am supported by a higher purpose and the incredible potential that lies within me. As I move forward, I carry the message of love into the world, trusting that I am fulfilling my calling to make a difference, and to be a light in the lives of those I encounter.

I will seek to cultivate relationships built on understanding and compassion, recognizing that each person I meet has their own struggles and stories. With every interaction, I aim to reflect the fruits of the Spirit—showing love, extending kindness, and offering patience—so that others may feel the warmth of God's presence through me. I trust that by living out these values, I can inspire hope and bring comfort to those in need. As I embark on this journey, I am excited to learn, grow, and step into the role that has been laid before me, knowing that I am not alone but surrounded by a community of faith and the guiding hand of the Holy Spirit. Together, we can create a ripple effect of love and transformation in the world!

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law." (Galatians 5:22-23, NIV)

Sandy Centeno is Retreat House Spirituality Center’s pastoral intern for the 2024-25 year.